Dealing with the ups and downs of life
One of those days….
I think no matter how Christian you think you are and how Godly you think you may be, you will face those shaky days….
Those days when you feel so alone, like as if there isn’t a single person on this earth that may be able to help you. Like the God in heaven doesn’t hear you.
When you start to question everything….when you start to question yourself….
We are emotional creatures and whether you want to feel or not, we aren’t able to escape our own bodies, our own flesh. Many attempt to do so, by pouring their emotions into a bottle, or into a broken relationship, but that is all temporary….
We can’t truly escape who we are, we can’t truly escape what we feel, in order to grow we must face life first hand. We must deal with ourselves In our worst state clear minded, without any numbing substances; whatever they may be….
The difficulties of life isn’t dealing with people, but dealing with ones self…
We have to remember that we aren’t invincible, we have to remember we are human. We have to remember that God is there for us, and he will hear us, in our worse state of mind, in our most vulnerable moments in life.
Many of you have felt this way, many of you struggle with these thoughts… Today was one of those days in my life.
A day where I was overwhelmed with what was going through my head, a day where I felt alone on this earth. A day where although I was surrounded with people and family, still felt so alone…
A day where although I prayed I lacked faith, a day where I attended church but lacked hope….
We have to remember that on days like these, we need God more than ever, we need his comfort and voice to lead us, otherwise we will catch ourselves stumbling in sin, because instead of turning to God…we rely on ourselves.
We have to remember it’s okay sometimes to not be okay, but it’s not okay to stay that way….
God is the only way out…….
